The pacifying taste of blood and the sulfur
With pale knuckles, comes a skyline bruise
Stutter in these forms, of bleak and desperate hues
I felt your spirit shift, it showed me I am at fault
A failure by choice- I am what I manifest
When will it disperse inside my head?
Force it's course. To a state of reason
Force it's course. In which I cease to be
Rewind it and rearrange, Chemical disarray
Say if I met you now?
What could you even say?
Selfless now selfish, with a different face
How's all this? Your "predetermined fate"
Let me dissipate
Fallen in love with our vices
I've forcefully dehisced the wound
To remind me what not to do
I cannot fall for the vice
And I cannot fall for you
But that's only changing the fact to fiction
Evade the feeling I was never good enough
But that's only lying by omission
Dripping with blood like kerosene doused the
Shattered lens of intoxication brought on by the bitter taste of you
How could you ever love me? I'm still fucking nothing