by the year, by the month, by the week
are my fears apparent if i don't decide to speak?
the volume of the bottle is multiplied in this;
arcane chemical, a compounded fixation
a self-abhorrent abyss.
in lieu of erstwhile complexes
i'll usurp all that i've fucking earned
and capitalise on my chances
fuck rumination, this segregation is doing me in
and every one of these sycophantic urchins are under my skin
in a purgatory of wide open mouths
i live in fear of my venial sin
of all that i've done just to get out of this skin
“don’t forget, that i meant it when i said that
you a’int shit, just a corporate ornament”
in a bottomless well of embellishment and lies
who survives? who will validate their lives?
then why do they just get away with that?
its the way they are, throwing underhanded
but it's your own fault, y'don't understand it
i don’t understand but i’ve tried all my life
this just isn’t working, i’ve suffered enough
embrace what you are and forget what you’re not
authored in their entirety by this disease
it was this ailment that clung to the pen
that guided my wrist and moved my hand
you can’t forget me
i’m never leaving
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