All of the thoughts that prey on my mind,
Before my eyes had barely the time, to adjust to light
A faded picture eroded by our time
A lost hope thinking of him.
It scares me to think that really I am all alone
It hurts to know that these moments really mean nothing
It’s a lie to say I’m not afraid anymore.
What once was innocence turned cold before it died
The ghost inside of me would turn you white
I’m going fucking nowhere if I see your face tonight
Alone in this room is all I’ll ever need
The sun keeps setting on me nearly everyday
And my arms aren't strong enough to pull the sun up with each new day
I used think, that I could change, for the better, forever, but I’ll never change
So, here's to sleeping through sunlit hours, and living the darkest nights,
Where no one can see my face, or the smile that I force