My most considered, like, "successful" moment of my life was the worst-the most depressed I've ever been. Literally feeling like I'd probably be happier if I as just dead. I got a number one on Billboard, my song is massive right now, like I may never have a song this big again, my tour, I think every date sold out except one date. So I literally had everything that I had always dreamed of happening, and I felt-I didn't feel happy at all. And so I think what happened was I spiraled really bad, 'cause I was like, "I'm here, and if this is it, there's gotta be more for me, 'cause if this is it, it's not gonna work."